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Cant believe i just get who it is tonite, that easy! cant believe it’s fiona! Unbelievable, and his taste, and the moral standard! Whether it’s that she’s married or that her style or that she’s the staff for so many years including knowing the whole family and employing her husband’s relatives. I bet they have established a solid relationship while working, or does he f her in order that she can keep all his secrets with low risk of betrayal? Maybe he really is the kind of guy who does whatever to get his way so it’s logical to use emotional ties with mag and fiona and fei to work for him.

Unbelievably below the belt, so it’s good that i find out early before he sucks me into point of no return. Now i can work decently and with good ethics. I will focus on one good and correct objective. He’s below the belt, once i got deeper involved and hands dirty i wont be able to release myself. Very horribly evil, almost too devlish to believe. I should still think abt and use the valid points he taught but need to count on myself to be successful and make money, no deal with him should be expected. And he even said he’d still help me, who’s helping who?

The women are there to help him achieve his goals, if die hard supportive and still useful then he tames them and keeps them around, and uses ’all these years’ established relations to maintain them around to continue to help or keep secrets. God help me come to terms with the ruthless truth! How horrible! Is this what it takes to conquer, to make money? Hell i’d not be able to sleep or die in peace without feeling filthy. Can it be possible at all to believe in one thing he said? He’s not gonna miss me or help me becos i revealed his disguises, even though he denies it, but i should no longer be fooled by the 1% so called ’you’ll in years later’ that he’s not seeing fiona. The rest of 99% does not make any sense.

This is really ugly, so very very ugly and he should be ashamed of himself regardless of how ’successfull or rich he gets eventually. He deserves being looked down upon all his life and he should be a very sorry person for years to come and the earlier the better. I dont hate him for trying to use me, i just dispise him and feel sorry for him who is so remorselessly cunning. It’s really really sick and sickening. I feel sorry for his folks. He’s not even qualified to be a person, he’s a very clever beast who does not to have the qualities to claim himself a human, a beast with a brain as intelligent as a human genius. So sad, if he could use his intelligence on good stuff with good intention, he’d be such a gift to the world. God please help him and cast the devil out of him, be merciful to him and change him to become a human being. So sad, and all those pretence and changing the subject blah blah blah, so so ugly.